Notes from the Homeless
Monday
I could
pick any day in my life in the past seven months and it could be exactly like
today, walking on eggshells in every home/roof over my head that I have lived
in these past months. The sad thing is that I have found a comfort and a certain
level of solace in the noise of it all.
Being
thrown out every second day after I moved in, this has become like an
occupational hazard being a homeless person. But I have got to keep moving,
learning, applying what I have learnt from being kicked out, used and thrown
deeper in the homeless crater.
I review my
actions and finally understand what it takes to survive happily and peacefully
in this land, whilst I have obligations of taking care of my mom, sister and
little Romeo. They are my roses.
Rain
The past
weekend as well as today has carried Vancouver weather eastwards and dropped it in Medicine Hat. It is
wet outside, mud paddles everywhere in the city. So I and my colleagues run
towards any shade to find that cozy feeling you get from being in a warm, dry
and relaxed environment.
I get comfortable in such places, the mind slows down,
the body warms up and I feel at peace just being there in the simplicity of it
all. The only way to take it in these circumstances is.
.............
EASY.
.............
EASY.
Without
rain I wouldn’t know this experience. I’d simply be blind to the resulting
sensations even after it rains good. I’m aware they’re really simple pleasures but they do mean a lot to me in
my current situation. After the rain drops take a break it feels refreshing to breathe
in the clean and fresh air.
The rain normally leaves behind a peaceful smoke,
the steam from which is just like God’s natural spa for the earth to cleanse,
rinse and moisturize herself.. I step
out of my temporary shade to drag on a smoke and head to the local public
library where I find a chair and take a nap as I snuggle up with my pockets.
A. Dube.